IGPBS: Recruitment round X^Nth

March 3rd, 2010

This weekend is the yearly Interdisciplinary Graduate Program in the Biomedical Sciences (IGPBS) primary recruitment weekend. I have been solicited for help every year since I joined the program as the students have been stated as one of the largest factors for coming to the program here at the University at Buffalo. It struck me just recently that this will be the 5th year I have helped out with this endeavor. It really shows my age in the program, and reminds me I need to be wrapping things up within the next 12-18 months. I cannot seem to wrap my mind around that thought at this very moment, but every now and then it hits me while I’m working in the lab, and completely sidetracks my focus for an hour or two. At my progression within the program, I become more and more disconnected from the current coursework/courseload that the students are expected to take, and really only become knowledgeable within my own department in the context of available research projects and who does/does not have funding available for prospective students. I may be a shining example of what the program is capable of, but my age is becoming a bit more of a bane than a boon at this point!

In regards to finishing, I need to sit down and hash out just what couple experiments left that I need to finish up my current publication in progress. I have the primary experiments done; I need to wrap up the couple loose ends and decide exactly what the “story” that I am going to tell will be. This isn’t my strong point in research by any means (my communication issues have always been a little off-kilter), but I really have to do this and force myself to learn from it if I intend to keep instigating my own research and publishing it.

Anyways, back to the recruitment weekend stuff. With the recent reshuffling of the administration that runs the program, our off-campus venues have significantly changed from what they have been in previous years. In years’ past, we typically started off the weekend with a casual mixer between graduate students and prospective students Thursday evening at Tully’s on Niagara Falls Blvd, followed by dinner Friday night at somewhere a little more upscale1 like Pearl Street Grill & Brewery, and finally ending the weekend with a breakfast session at the hotel at which they are staying2 followed by an optional/voluntary tour of some typical areas that students find housing in.

Of the above locales, only the hotel is staying the same. Thursday evening, we will be classing it up downtown at the Chocolate Bar on Chippewa. The reviews look tantalizing! Friday evening, it will be fine dining at Shanghai Red’s. I have mixed thoughts about this as Yelp has an all over the field reviews mix on the restaurant; we’ll see. Hopefully it will turn out well. If nothing else, I know it has a nice view of Lake Erie!


1Traditionally this has been Pearl Street Grill & Brewery, although two years ago it was at Sean Patrick’s in Getzville during that lovely spring blizzard that stranded a pair of students here (whom I ended up fetching from the airport and returning to the Hotel Indigo in that accursed weather).
2For the past two or three years, the hotel used has been the Hotel Indigo, which I cannot complain about for its trendy rooms and nice atmosphere. I will, however, adamantly chastise them for their very mediocre dining choices/hours and rather expensive yet limited breakfast menu. The blizzard strandees were nigh left to starve there because I didn’t realize they lacked a regular kitchen service/hours there!

Weekend Update

February 22nd, 2010

Concerts, photographers, and OpenSolaris, oh my! Please do come inside. If not for the interesting tidbits about the BPO (which I will finish at a later hour), at least stop in for my latest techie project with some gushing on the side about some local photographers!

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Geeking it up

February 14th, 2010

So I’ve toyed around with Plex in the past, but it was in a very limited and limited episode. Using a mouse-free interface was cumbersome and annoying at first. That was a quickly abandoned thought, as I couldn’t really see the implications for using it on my laptop. Since then, I’ve taken a considerably more involved attempt at using Plex, and have thoroughly enjoyed using it since! The rest of this one is a doozy for page length, so you’re going to have to click through to see the rest.

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Stupid Adobe scripting library bug

February 9th, 2010

Have you ever been plagued with a bunch of these errors in your console?

2/8/10 10:51:13 PM osascript[24251] Error loading /Library/ScriptingAdditions/Adobe Unit Types.osax/Contents/MacOS/Adobe Unit Types: dlopen(/Library/ScriptingAdditions/Adobe Unit Types.osax/Contents/MacOS/Adobe Unit Types, 262): no suitable image found. Did find:
/Library/ScriptingAdditions/Adobe Unit Types.osax/Contents/MacOS/Adobe Unit Types: no matching architecture in universal wrapper

iTunes especially likes to choke these out (as my machine did), as shown here:

2/8/10 10:51:13 PM [0x0-0xd4ed4e].com.apple.iTunes[52368] 2010-02-08 22:51:13.952 osascript[24251:607] Error loading /Library/ScriptingAdditions/Adobe Unit Types.osax/Contents/MacOS/Adobe Unit Types: dlopen(/Library/ScriptingAdditions/Adobe Unit Types.osax/Contents/MacOS/Adobe Unit Types, 262): no suitable image found. Did find:
2/8/10 10:51:13 PM [0x0-0xd4ed4e].com.apple.iTunes[52368] /Library/ScriptingAdditions/Adobe Unit Types.osax/Contents/MacOS/Adobe Unit Types: no matching architecture in universal wrapper

In order to get rid of these, it’s a relatively easy fix.

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Just checking in

February 8th, 2010

I’m really still alive. Seriously. Just killing myself in other methods1. The past two weeks have been a minor hell that will not be going away anytime soon. This next one will be a little hectic, as I won’t really have any down time.

    Stuff I need to do:

  • Get that blog post about resolutions thoughts (although I’m really a little late about that)
  • Get my head on straight and get to some productivity in the lab again (the last few days in the lab have been horrible for that)
  • Finish my blog post on Plex and using it as a home theater tool2
  • See an optometrist and get a new prescription for contacts and order new glasses
    Stuff that I already have to do this week:

  • Go hit the gun range with a friend who has been meaning to get out and fire off a few rounds
  • Do the weekly dinner thing over at The Place3
  • Having my friend from the Baltimore area up for the weekendCANCELLED (2/10/10)
  • Figure out when to go eat sushi with a couple friends

I know this should not all feel stressful, but I feel like I can’t get any quality “me” time in. But I’m not really looking for “me” time, I’m looking for quality, relaxation time with someone I can just prattle away with for a while. Someone new, hopefully; I just need something to stir up some invigoration within me and feel like I am not just stuck where I’m presently at, that I can/do meet new people.

On a more random note, what the hell?

Verizon Has Blocked Access To 4chan, But What Are They Gonna Do About It? – Verizon 4chan – Gizmodo: “Last year AT&T blocked access to 4chan for about a day, due to a DDoS attack against the site. I’d love to see how Verizon manages to avoid the inevitable shitstorm headed their way.


1Emotionally distraught and generally angry at the human population as a whole. Long story. Another blog post later if you must know.
2No. Really. I have to finish. It is sitting in my “Drafts” folder in WordPress at the moment!
3Info here or here. I swear, one of these days I’m going to throw something more substantial up for them to get the word out.

Same ol’ meme everyone else is doing

December 31st, 2009

10 years ago, I was back in my hometown, Minot, ND, for my first Christmas break away from college. Read the rest of this entry »

Blast from the past

December 13th, 2009

When I was younger and in high school and college, I used to think I was fairly cheeky and/or humorous. It wasn’t the crude or obnoxious type either1, just a little sarcastic and cynical. I just had the right crowd of friends or something, and I fit in pretty well.

That is a lot of what makes me miss my friends back in the Midwest (and a lot of that lifestyle with it). I fit in much better there. Perhaps it was just the group of people I came into graduate school with or that I got exposed to shortly after I got here, but it never quite felt like I fit in as well here. My humor certainly didn’t get the same type of response. I felt like I had to work to get a laugh out of people. It just didn’t come naturally here.

Last week or so, one of the newer graduate students in the interdisciplinary program has been around a bit more when I hang out with a couple of my friends. Upon finally paying attention at one point, she seems to get a kick out of my remarks far more than most of my friends have2. Thinking about that a little bit, she’s also from the Midwest region (just a bit further south).

It’s completely speculative at this point, but some of it may really be just regional mindsets, or some sort of bias among them. I know there are personality differences that broadly seem to change from region to region within the US. I suppose it’s entirely possible that humor types could lump in along with them.

Regardless, it was very refreshing and nostalgic to hear her enjoy that sense of wit. I know it sounds dramatic, but it gives me hope that I will run across a few more like her that I feel I could establish stronger friendships with that feel a tad more natural3.


1The lack of exposure to any television that may have been the result of this can solely be attributed to my parents. I think the raunchiest thing I ever got to see in my high school years was a Cheech and Chong film, and not even one of the worse ones.
2The ease and flow of the laughter was much like I got back in college. Most of my jokes here just get way-sided or ignored either because I try to squeeze them in and then someone else just keeps running on a funnier theme, or they just don’t provoke any response. It just doesn’t fit the discussion in their own minds, I suppose.
3More natural = less like people are sketchily avoiding me. I get this uncomfortable feeling that people don’t enjoy hanging out with me, but they just will not tell me. I often feel like (especially lately) people are hiding things from me, deliberately trying to obfuscate things. I have enough trust issues with others; the last thing I need to think is that people cannot trust me either.

Recovery and contemplation

December 13th, 2009

My committee meeting on Wednesday went about as expected. Unfortunately, I didn’t really get to assembling any of my presentation until Tuesday night. I guess this just fulfills my old dogma that I always perform better under a deadline. Maybe this is why I have so many white hairs already…

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Countdown

December 5th, 2009

This has been a week from hell. My stress load was through the roof, and I really thought I was going to crack and lose it a couple times throughout.

Especially Tuesday; it had turned out to be a 14-hour day whereupon I went home, had two beers, and then promptly slept.

Wednesday, I got some drinks and got to sleep semi-early that night.

Thursday, I left for work at 6:45am, went to Alternative Brews at 8pm for the Jets/Bills game in Toronto, went to Denny’s (under some mild peer pressure) after the game, and finally got home at nearly 1am. Less than enthused about the time at the bar1.

Friday, left for work again at 6:45am2 and took off semi-early so I could get a (dearly) needed haircut, deposit my paycheck, and then finally recover some. I really stood around bewildered for about five or ten minutes once I got home. I honestly can’t remember what I’ve done here all week besides sleep and eat breakfast. My dirty dishes for the whole week consisted of two plates and four bowls, plus some containers of food I had just emptied out ’cause they went bad. I’m not even sure what nights I ate dinner. Huh.

Committee meeting is this coming Wednesday. That’s why I’m stressing. It’s been a bit of a crappy year again, and I get ridiculous amounts of anxiety over the concern of having not achieved enough in my research. Talking with my advisor yesterday morning, he said his goal for me at this point is to get me a solid paper and a good post-doc lined up. It was disheartening to hear that. I really still had some hope/ambition for pumping out at least two if not four papers. I can get the second one if I can for-god’s-sake purify my damn protein, but without that I’ll be resorting to primarily genetics to sort out my protein and all of its suppressor mutations. Less than ideal for what I had hoped.

Kelly made me want to watch all the Underworld series again. I’m out of the know for the first two; it has been a while since I’ve seen them. I think those will be interspersing my desperate attempts to finish my committee meeting presentation this weekend. That, and helping myself to more stuffing and pumpkin pie. I have approximately 2/3 of a casserole dish of stuffing and an entire pumpkin pie left to consume. In the succinct words of Liz Lemon…

Blergh!


1The bar was also a licensed cigar bar as well, so the place reeked of smoke and active smokers. I really hate (on many different levels) smelling like smoke when I go home.
2There was a Lake Effect Snow Warning for the metro area, and I’ll be damned if I’m going to drive in fresh, slick, wet snow with all the other rush-hour idiots, especially if my tires are on the balding side of wear.

Smiling Chai

December 1st, 2009

Just a note to the three most important events and/or engagements of the day. Read the rest of this entry »